September 21, 2005
Call Off

Engagement is called off.I realised that jade was somewhat special to me too...but the feeling I get from her is like brother n sister.

Everything seems like a child's play....a bad dream...I really dunno wat I'm doing also...

Then "She" ignored me,that is when I feel so hurt.
I called "her" last night...she totally changed...she's sick...what can I do?

I 've let down everyone....Hate me all u want...I'm sorry jade.

I admit I cant hide my feelings for "her"...I still love "her"..................everytime I lie on my bed I thinked of her.And nothing but "her".....

I best be alone again........................forever.

Evan


Evan Wee was alone 9:57 PM

I will make it to the top