November 02, 2004
Sad and Hurt

This week.......a very busy week for me...exams and family stuff...all happening at the same time........sad........
My mom.....when I see her in pain,I felt like crying.......why it's not me? I would rather be the one suffering in her stead..........but no....it's cruel in real life......

I'm bad? someone in the forum dislike me?portraying his friend? hoped it's not me......... I'm bad because I'm a buaya? I say things that I felt like saying....that's me....but I do know my limits now...that's all in the past and being a stranger in the forum when I first went there....toking shit and all,but that's my why of hiding myself...

Made unnescessary quarrels becos in bad mood.............but a "sorry" isn't that hard to say.....in the end we're still friends....no true friendship will be attain without a quarrel or fight.....that way,I managed to understand them more....didn't they noticed?.......I'm trying so hard to make everyone happy and yet.....the killings,stabbings and hate all becos of a stupid anime character??And a friend even said I'm full of "holes"........hurt.....why say sorry?I didn't blame u.........blame myself?

Since sunday 31 st night, I've not been having a good sleep.....
Monday 1 st,only 3 hrs of sleep...which is last night.......nearly fell alseep during exams yesterday.......

Ok....not exam for today...so I'll be taking 2 hr a nap now...after that I'm going to SGH.............

End

Steven aka Eva



Evan Wee was alone 10:33 AM

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